(spam) random wish

Meet again with me, most random girl in the world hahahaha...
I have random thought, so its not abnormal for me to have so much random wish, the anti-mainstream one and sometimes I seriously try on my self. hahaha. Usually this kind of randomness happen when i watch awesome movies. Like this week, my sisters even notice me that my wish is always changing every time i change what i watch. hahahaha.

sajak rindu untuk mama

hai ma, apa kabarmu di Sana
sudah delapan tahun kita tak bersama
aku rindu, ma..

bangga kah kau pada ku
si anak nakal yg belajar menjadi dewasa
berjuta maafku padamu
belum sempat membuatmu bangga

Get it Right

What have I done?
I wish I could run,
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?

(spam) random me

kadang klo lagi bosan, aku baca-baca blog ku sendiri (yg ini maupun yg satunya hahhaha). lalu kemarin aku berhasil edit-edit sedikit blog ku yg ini. kursor nya jadi kucing penebar bintang jatuh hahahaha. semakin random lah kebiasaanku. di sela-sela bosannya mengolah angka di excel, aku buka internet hanya untuk ke blog ini, mainin kursor nya, si kucing penebar bintang jatuh. hahahaha.. what a hectic day! XD nanti kapan-kapan kalo inget aku bikin tutorialnya deh, cara bikin kursornya berubah jadi kucing penebar bintang jatuh. tapi bukan sekarang. hahaha. aku masih mau melakukan berbagai hal random, misal bengong sambil memainkan si kursor baru hahahahaha...

Lost Stars - Adam Levine

Please don't see just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
Please see me reaching out for someone I can't see
Take my hand let's see where we wake up tomorrow
Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
I'd be damned Cupid's demanding back his arrow
So let's get drunk on our tears and

God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

"Kenapa Allah" - by Tere Liye

Kenapa Allah membiarkan kezaliman
Hukum diputar balik
Kesalahan dan aib dicari-cari
Tapi pencuri besar dibiarkan berkeliaran

Sungguh bukan karena Allah tidak sayang
Tapi Allah memberikan kesempatan
Untuk melihat, siapa yang berdiri di sana
Siapa yang berdiri di sini
Siapa yang sesungguhnya memakai topeng dusta
Siapa yang sebenarnya singa kebenaran

tanda "kutip"

“Terkadang kesedihan memerlukan kesendirian, meskipun seringkali kesendirian mengundang kesedihan tak tertahankan.”
-Tere Liye, novel "Daun Yang Jatuh Tak Pernah Membenci Angin"

“Karena kau harus tahu, air mata dari seseorang yang tulus hatinya, justeru adalah bukti betapa kuat dan kokoh hidupnya. Tidak ada yang keliru dengan tangisan."
-Tere Liye, Novel "AMELIA"

sometimes i wanna scream out. punish myself for not be as perfect as i could. fool me.

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know